Have you ever caught yourself thinking, “Will I ever change”? This question has been ringing in my head for days and I keep wondering, what and why would I change. But all this thinking of varied things just complicate my reasoning of getting to a point or coming with the answer. I just wonder in many ways why my mind is placed so much in disarray. This confusion drives me deep in thought and I’m lost in a world of my own. It is the obvious thinking of people that we’ll all grow up and mature more than we are now. But my concern is myself. See I know I find it hard to explain myself in a way that people can understand and see exactly what I mean. Sometimes I think that the complexity of the mind is too vast that it can’t be put in words for one to absorb the contents thereof and understand the point of view. I personally believe that if I really put my mind too deep I’d either come up with something extraordinary or I’d zone out completely. I don’t know what other people of my age think at this stage of life, but all I know is that I’m different, and maybe too different. More or less in maturity than others too. I don’t want anyone thinking I got some complex because I shut out and sort out issues by myself without the help of so called friends. I’m predestinated to a greater destiny than what men see me at now. I’ve been anointed to prosper and that is an assurance no-one can take from me.
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